I just hope you never have to regret loving me. I, I don't want to put you in harm's way if she ever again tries to retrieve me, I won't, you're too important to me, and-- nevermind.
Listening to that heartbeat, Ziggy's hearbeat, right now, it is so soothing, any dark thoughts are chased away for now.
This is-- this is the one he wants to share his life, well, maybe not life, since Hiroki doesn't really have that anymore, but his existence, with. And--
Idly, he wonders,
Where can I even buy rings in Nexus? Quiznak, I haven't seen any jewelry shop.
The clone's so busy indulging in the closeness of his Ziggy, and thinking, that he hasn't even realised yet that in instance, Ziggy can hear him, too.
And he probably wouldn't mind much, even if he realised. Being able to love and be loved back, without any darkness in the way now, it feels like a victory.
Hiroki smiles.
Ah? I'm open to any ideas, Ziggy.
Anything. He's not quite sure there is anything he wouldn't do, with Ziggy.
There probably are things he wouldn't do. But he won't think about it, and he's certain by now that Ziggy wouldn't ask, either.
When did you first want to be with me, more than for a little bit?
Hiroki asks suddenly, in thought, then immediately adds, more in feeling than in thought, that it's fine, Ziggy needn't say if he doesn't want to. Hiroki doesn't want to pry if it's not - if he's not welcome to do so.
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Date: 2020-09-19 06:15 am (UTC)I just hope you never have to regret loving me. I, I don't want to put you in harm's way if she ever again tries to retrieve me, I won't, you're too important to me, and-- nevermind.
Listening to that heartbeat, Ziggy's hearbeat, right now, it is so soothing, any dark thoughts are chased away for now.
This is-- this is the one he wants to share his life, well, maybe not life, since Hiroki doesn't really have that anymore, but his existence, with. And--
Idly, he wonders,
Where can I even buy rings in Nexus? Quiznak, I haven't seen any jewelry shop.
The clone's so busy indulging in the closeness of his Ziggy, and thinking, that he hasn't even realised yet that in instance, Ziggy can hear him, too.
And he probably wouldn't mind much, even if he realised. Being able to love and be loved back, without any darkness in the way now, it feels like a victory.
Hiroki smiles.
Ah? I'm open to any ideas, Ziggy.
Anything. He's not quite sure there is anything he wouldn't do, with Ziggy.
There probably are things he wouldn't do. But he won't think about it, and he's certain by now that Ziggy wouldn't ask, either.
When did you first want to be with me, more than for a little bit?
Hiroki asks suddenly, in thought, then immediately adds, more in feeling than in thought, that it's fine, Ziggy needn't say if he doesn't want to. Hiroki doesn't want to pry if it's not - if he's not welcome to do so.