I don't regret being with you... but if she comes back you should let me help. I have driven her away before.
Ziggy settles in the Hiroki's weight on his back. It feels good, amazing to just let someone listen to his heart and to be able to trust someone to know where it is, know that it means he's alien. The closeness is quickly increasing his desire for physical intimacy.. not just sex but also anything else; touching, kissing too.
Ziggy answers just off hand and not really paying attention. There are a lot of artists in the Nexus.
He's not really focused on thoughts until he's asked a question. He slows down his desires and thinks. I don't really know. Maybe when you tried to leave the apartment and I got in front of you to try and force you to stay? I think I wanted more than just a fling then...It was a slow process. I didn't think I was the kind of person that wanted a permanent lover... hmmm.. definitely when you kissed my palms that first time. It wasn't just that it felt good, it feels absolutely amazing, but realizing you could know what I am and it didn't matter and you didn't make a big deal out of my alieness...that was important to me. Ziggy shrugs and laughs quietly. Somewhere between those two days? There was a couple days after you started staying with me... when I woke up beside you after we'd exhausted ourselves with sex and you were still asleep, I clearly remember thinking I wanted to do this more, I wanted more of that. Maybe then? I don't know. Do you have an exact moment when you kndw you wanted to stay with me?
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Date: 2020-09-19 09:19 am (UTC)Ziggy settles in the Hiroki's weight on his back. It feels good, amazing to just let someone listen to his heart and to be able to trust someone to know where it is, know that it means he's alien. The closeness is quickly increasing his desire for physical intimacy.. not just sex but also anything else; touching, kissing too.
Ziggy answers just off hand and not really paying attention. There are a lot of artists in the Nexus.
He's not really focused on thoughts until he's asked a question. He slows down his desires and thinks. I don't really know. Maybe when you tried to leave the apartment and I got in front of you to try and force you to stay? I think I wanted more than just a fling then...It was a slow process. I didn't think I was the kind of person that wanted a permanent lover... hmmm.. definitely when you kissed my palms that first time. It wasn't just that it felt good, it feels absolutely amazing, but realizing you could know what I am and it didn't matter and you didn't make a big deal out of my alieness...that was important to me. Ziggy shrugs and laughs quietly. Somewhere between those two days? There was a couple days after you started staying with me... when I woke up beside you after we'd exhausted ourselves with sex and you were still asleep, I clearly remember thinking I wanted to do this more, I wanted more of that. Maybe then? I don't know. Do you have an exact moment when you kndw you wanted to stay with me?