I know you're strong, but... she's really strong. For example - well, you've met White, you could surely feel primal power there. It's ancient life... ancient Alchemy - there's not much difference, between those, in ancient times. However, Honerva's managed to kill White, because she wanted to break into Oriande more than anything- ah. right. Oriand. How haven't I guessed? That beautiful place we saw, that was Oriande. White thought of it.
And Hiroki loses the thread of conversation a bit, as he thinks about Oriande. He's glad he could've seen it, the memory, and that Ziggy could, too.
Somehow, it cheers Hiroki up.
Still, there's still a matter of-
Listen, if you want to fight Honerva, I won't stop you. It's your life. But I won't let you do it alone. Ever. If there's a fight against her, I'll be at your side. I won't her have you. But you know that.
He could inwardly curse at himself that during a conversation like this, he's getting aroused again, but it's Ziggy's utter, complete closeness that's doing it to him.
And truth be told, that's alright. Hiroki wants it.
A lot of artists? Good, he may ask one of them for something-- special? Well, whatever.
Something just for you, he thinks. Yeah, a ring's only a symbol, nothing more, but he wants Ziggy to like it.
Exact... no. Though, maybe- when I stopped being scared of you.
Sheepishly, he adds, Discovering what I am, I- there was a moment, then, when I found you dangerous.
How could I know you're not like her? How could I, ever?
When I've realised that that's utter bullshit. When I've realised - and surely you remember what I said, how I said that if you touch me now, I...
But later, when I realised you'd never do that. When I saw your love for me and knew I'm safe in your arms. I-
I think that's when I knew. Truly. I want to share the rest of my days with you. Everything.
Ah--
I should't have tested you, back then. I was in the wrong, there. People- people shoudn't do that. I hope you're not angry I had tested you then. Thinking back on it, I felt a little guilty.
You're not Honerva, and my fears and anger were my own, I shouldn't have made you hear them. And bear them. I'll never do that again. Okay?
When you truly loved me then, despite-- that's when I knew. I want you.
Oh. No. He might come soon, he's so close to--- and here he was trying to talk. Well, no matter.
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Date: 2020-09-20 07:27 am (UTC)I know you're strong, but... she's really strong. For example - well, you've met White, you could surely feel primal power there. It's ancient life... ancient Alchemy - there's not much difference, between those, in ancient times. However, Honerva's managed to kill White, because she wanted to break into Oriande more than anything- ah. right. Oriand. How haven't I guessed? That beautiful place we saw, that was Oriande. White thought of it.
And Hiroki loses the thread of conversation a bit, as he thinks about Oriande. He's glad he could've seen it, the memory, and that Ziggy could, too.
Somehow, it cheers Hiroki up.
Still, there's still a matter of-
Listen, if you want to fight Honerva, I won't stop you. It's your life. But I won't let you do it alone. Ever. If there's a fight against her, I'll be at your side. I won't her have you. But you know that.
He could inwardly curse at himself that during a conversation like this, he's getting aroused again, but it's Ziggy's utter, complete closeness that's doing it to him.
And truth be told, that's alright. Hiroki wants it.
A lot of artists? Good, he may ask one of them for something-- special? Well, whatever.
Something just for you, he thinks. Yeah, a ring's only a symbol, nothing more, but he wants Ziggy to like it.
Exact... no. Though, maybe- when I stopped being scared of you.
Sheepishly, he adds,
Discovering what I am, I- there was a moment, then, when I found you dangerous.
How could I know you're not like her? How could I, ever?
When I've realised that that's utter bullshit. When I've realised - and surely you remember what I said, how I said that if you touch me now, I...
But later, when I realised you'd never do that. When I saw your love for me and knew I'm safe in your arms. I-
I think that's when I knew. Truly. I want to share the rest of my days with you. Everything.
Ah--
I should't have tested you, back then. I was in the wrong, there. People- people shoudn't do that. I hope you're not angry I had tested you then. Thinking back on it, I felt a little guilty.
You're not Honerva, and my fears and anger were my own, I shouldn't have made you hear them. And bear them. I'll never do that again. Okay?
When you truly loved me then, despite-- that's when I knew. I want you.
Oh. No. He might come soon, he's so close to--- and here he was trying to talk. Well, no matter.
It's Ziggy's closeness, so intoxicating-- ah...