Why'd I stop? I've told you, I'm yours. Yours, Ziggy.
Of course he'll continue, after he catches his breath. Breath? Well, it's surely not about the air, but still. Of course thinking is limited that way.
Things are limited, and that's why, when they're limitless - well, he knows from Shiro that Shiro had to take care to make sure not to go insane in Black's Quintessence. Had to take much care in order not to lose his sense of self. Shiro had told him that, because now that Hiroki's remaining essence is in Atlas, it might, with time, be a similar experience for Hiroki. But that was after weeks, months. So, for now, Hiroki doesn't need to focus too much. Though of course there are moments when he needs to seriously focus in order not to lose his sense of self, that's true.
Besides, here and now, he's quite sure that even weeks from now he'll surely have Ziggy to ground him in Reality if needed. Is that selfish? Probably not, because Ziggy doesn't want Hiroki gone, either.
You love me, Hiroki thinks, right now, despite himself, with wonder and awe. He wouldn't say that outloud, but here, he can't help it.
But that's neither here nor there, any cares about losing himself or not, as right now, that's something to think of months from now. Not now. Besides, for all Hiroki knows, he might stop existing long before something like that might happen.
Right now, there's Ziggy-
Yours, Hiroki thinks loudly, now nipping gently at Ziggy's neck. No matter what. Call me, and I'll be here with you. Anytime.
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Date: 2020-09-26 09:27 am (UTC)Why'd I stop? I've told you, I'm yours. Yours, Ziggy.
Of course he'll continue, after he catches his breath. Breath? Well, it's surely not about the air, but still. Of course thinking is limited that way.
Things are limited, and that's why, when they're limitless - well, he knows from Shiro that Shiro had to take care to make sure not to go insane in Black's Quintessence. Had to take much care in order not to lose his sense of self. Shiro had told him that, because now that Hiroki's remaining essence is in Atlas, it might, with time, be a similar experience for Hiroki. But that was after weeks, months. So, for now, Hiroki doesn't need to focus too much. Though of course there are moments when he needs to seriously focus in order not to lose his sense of self, that's true.
Besides, here and now, he's quite sure that even weeks from now he'll surely have Ziggy to ground him in Reality if needed. Is that selfish? Probably not, because Ziggy doesn't want Hiroki gone, either.
You love me, Hiroki thinks, right now, despite himself, with wonder and awe. He wouldn't say that outloud, but here, he can't help it.
But that's neither here nor there, any cares about losing himself or not, as right now, that's something to think of months from now. Not now. Besides, for all Hiroki knows, he might stop existing long before something like that might happen.
Right now, there's Ziggy-
Yours, Hiroki thinks loudly, now nipping gently at Ziggy's neck. No matter what. Call me, and I'll be here with you. Anytime.