"I'd spend all day here with you." And that is exactly why he kept it to a kiss... or several kisses. He falls passionately into all of them.
Ziggy's smile falters when the list of why Hiroki is happy has so little to do with his presence. He's terrified that he will leave because most people did. They might spend a few days or a week with him and then go. He was more a bragging right to the people he wanted close to, rarely did they want what he did. It was one of the reasons he just accepted his companionship would only be sex and nothing more. Usually that was all people gave him. Now that he has a hint of something more he's afraid of being thrown away. Hiroko no doubt can feel the spike of fear and worry as Ziggy sits up.
He glances at Hiroki before standing; shy and frightened. He wonders if he knows how attached Ziggy is getting, how hurt he would be if he left. Though he doesn't mention it. Hiroki worries enough as it is.
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Date: 2020-08-05 06:59 pm (UTC)Ziggy's smile falters when the list of why Hiroki is happy has so little to do with his presence. He's terrified that he will leave because most people did. They might spend a few days or a week with him and then go. He was more a bragging right to the people he wanted close to, rarely did they want what he did. It was one of the reasons he just accepted his companionship would only be sex and nothing more. Usually that was all people gave him. Now that he has a hint of something more he's afraid of being thrown away. Hiroko no doubt can feel the spike of fear and worry as Ziggy sits up.
He glances at Hiroki before standing; shy and frightened. He wonders if he knows how attached Ziggy is getting, how hurt he would be if he left. Though he doesn't mention it. Hiroki worries enough as it is.
"I just need shoes."