Ziggy scoots over and right into Hiroki's lap to cuddle with him. "You can always be selfish about me. I want you to be."

That was the truth. Being wanted so much and so loved was better than drugs. This was what he had always craved and never really knew. "I'm sorry if I hurt you. I never want to. It's just... well... when you're famous you get used to no one staying around and they say and even feel things that fade so quickly."

He was trying to explain himself at least. "I think you're the first person I've been intimate with that ... well.. hasnt treated me like an object or a whore... or..."

Ziggy just leaned against him, fear rising in his emotions because of memories, assaults on his person. There had been so many in just a short time. He turns to look at Hiroki, stroking his hair.

"I can feel plainly but sometimes it's nice to hear too, just like you probably want to hear me say how much I love you even though you can feel my emotions too."

He leans in pressing thier foreheads together. "I don't want to hurt you but sometimes... i guess I can't help it because of what was done to me."