"Strong? Ziggy. If I was strong, I wouldn't have tried to kill Keith. He's like a brother-- no, he--"
"And don't tell me that was Honerva. I chose where we fought, I managed that much. If I was just slightly stronger... surely I could've chosen to kill myself and all other clones before fighting. You see, there was a moment... when I wanted to do that. But Honerva was against that. And I couldn't, quite--"
"So you see, Ziggy, how weak I was. Am. I had fought her; I lost. Because I'm weak. If I loved as strongly as you think I do, I'd have won against Honerva."
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"Strong? Ziggy. If I was strong, I wouldn't have tried to kill Keith. He's like a brother-- no, he--"
"And don't tell me that was Honerva. I chose where we fought, I managed that much. If I was just slightly stronger... surely I could've chosen to kill myself and all other clones before fighting. You see, there was a moment... when I wanted to do that. But Honerva was against that. And I couldn't, quite--"
"So you see, Ziggy, how weak I was. Am. I had fought her; I lost. Because I'm weak. If I loved as strongly as you think I do, I'd have won against Honerva."