"No, this is what you feel of me." Ziggy takes a ragged breath as he tries not to get eaten up by the other emotions. "I feel more. I feel everyone in the room. I hear more, see more.. being here is like I'm drowning but I have to hold my breathe and all the water in too."
Ziggy laid his cheek on his arms wrapped around his knees. "what I am.. everyone wants in on it but most people don't want me. They just want the high from my presence. People are everywhere, clawing at me, but I'm mostly alone."
Ziggy just frowns when he feels Minoru starting to cry. He's not even sure he should try to reach out any more. "I don't sleep. I don't get tired. There's no rest for me but no one else can keep up. The drugs and drinking help keep me down so I can try and function."
Ziggy sighs and pulled tighter in. "I just wish .... I don't know .. that i didn't constantly feel you wanting my presence because I know if I try to be there you're going to shove me on my ass like I'm trying to molest you or something."
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Date: 2020-11-21 07:48 pm (UTC)Ziggy laid his cheek on his arms wrapped around his knees. "what I am.. everyone wants in on it but most people don't want me. They just want the high from my presence. People are everywhere, clawing at me, but I'm mostly alone."
Ziggy just frowns when he feels Minoru starting to cry. He's not even sure he should try to reach out any more. "I don't sleep. I don't get tired. There's no rest for me but no one else can keep up. The drugs and drinking help keep me down so I can try and function."
Ziggy sighs and pulled tighter in. "I just wish .... I don't know .. that i didn't constantly feel you wanting my presence because I know if I try to be there you're going to shove me on my ass like I'm trying to molest you or something."