This feels really nice. Safe. Rondo is still worried about Ziggy's mental state, but the flow of affection and physical comfort is one of the most reassuring things he's ever felt in his life.
The rush of color and presence fills Rondo's mind, and for a moment he's startled, but then he just accepts it, and once he does it feels perfectly normal. He's at peace; there is something in Rondo's deeper nature that is quietly observant, without judgment, and just pleased to see and feel positive emotions and change around it. A note of hope is a welcome thing.
Rondo is not about to do anything in bed that feels like taking advantage of Ziggy in a vulnerable mental state. The way he responds makes it feel like it's okay to desire him, though, so he stops fighting it and just lets it be what it is, with the acknowledgement that they're going to need a proverbial rain check on anything more than kissing and snuggling for now. "I'm so sorry you're hurt...and I wish you weren't, more than anything, but I'm glad we have this now..." he sends.
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Date: 2021-02-04 03:46 pm (UTC)The rush of color and presence fills Rondo's mind, and for a moment he's startled, but then he just accepts it, and once he does it feels perfectly normal. He's at peace; there is something in Rondo's deeper nature that is quietly observant, without judgment, and just pleased to see and feel positive emotions and change around it. A note of hope is a welcome thing.
Rondo is not about to do anything in bed that feels like taking advantage of Ziggy in a vulnerable mental state. The way he responds makes it feel like it's okay to desire him, though, so he stops fighting it and just lets it be what it is, with the acknowledgement that they're going to need a proverbial rain check on anything more than kissing and snuggling for now. "I'm so sorry you're hurt...and I wish you weren't, more than anything, but I'm glad we have this now..." he sends.