Damien almost stops walking, his steps hitching as he glances over at Zack with a frown pulling deeply in his expression before he sighs. He wanted to be honest but the whole situation still filled him with terror. "When I was still with the Ministry, the government wanted to breed me so they had me take this woman out."
He just shoves his hands in his pockets and starts walking again. "I wouldn't have sex with her because I don't like women so I was sent to be tortured until I forgot who I was and could be used, or died."
It wasn't that he disliked women as people but sex with them was something else. He had tried many times because he knew, more than any, that death waited for someone who was a sexual deviant. Damien wanted to leave the thoughts of his past behind him but he couldn't hide it, wouldn't lie about it. Eventually he would have to tell Zack either now or later.
"Let's see what we can find to eat." Damien pushes a smile and his thoughts behind him. A heavy breath is exhaled before he reaches out and takes Zack's hand in hopes that it will dispel the memories before they take hold.
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He just shoves his hands in his pockets and starts walking again. "I wouldn't have sex with her because I don't like women so I was sent to be tortured until I forgot who I was and could be used, or died."
It wasn't that he disliked women as people but sex with them was something else. He had tried many times because he knew, more than any, that death waited for someone who was a sexual deviant. Damien wanted to leave the thoughts of his past behind him but he couldn't hide it, wouldn't lie about it. Eventually he would have to tell Zack either now or later.
"Let's see what we can find to eat." Damien pushes a smile and his thoughts behind him. A heavy breath is exhaled before he reaches out and takes Zack's hand in hopes that it will dispel the memories before they take hold.